BLODIGA SKAM

Now
I'm gonna tell you what I did and how
all my life has fallen upside down
she's everything and everything has gone
and all the things she was saying were just turning me on
“give it up” she said “just stop talking to me
I never heard of that man what's that story I hear
did you wanted to leave? Well you'll leave without me!”
don't you talk like this!!!

That's
how she was talking to me
and my anger was increasing it was easy to see
but she was blind and in my mind I was beginning to feel
a little, sad, strong and hidden feeling called violence
don't tell me what I have to do
I've just missed all my life and I did it for you
and now I'm sad sad sad and that is driving me mad
I can't hear you whine!!!

All my memories
brings me to you
I see you waiting
I will be there soon

calm it calm it just keep faking
you can't hurt her with you hands

do it and you won't regret it
you will meet your love again

I was just wasting my time
she was not understanding but the guilt wasn't mine
I was clear she wouldn't hear I was possessed by my fear
and all my body kept on trembling from my feet to my ears
what would you do on my shoes I was seeing his face
Telling me that he could kill us without leave any trace
my hand was moving itself I was out of my head
I just have no faults!
 

THE GOOD SHEPERD


Looking at the days
that time cannot erase
the fear begins to take its place

wrongs that I won't right
will now destroy my life
and time is slowly passing by

I'll get what I deserve
I just believed his words
I didn't had to but it's late

late to live my life
and late to touch the sky
I'm slowly falling far from grace

he said he could give us
everything we needed
I was loosing business than

soon he asked for more
and more than I could give him
I can't pay this is the end

but there is something that's bringing
my mind back in times
when I was living the best days of my life

oh my love
don't think of tomorrow
let me feel your body now
hand in hand
without any sorrow
we will face the world

now where is my love
those days are surely gone
no one will wash away my pain

till my dying day
I'll never stop to tell
myself that I'm the one to blame

I'll get what I deserve
I just believed his words
I didn't had to but it's late

late to live my life
and late to touch the sky
I've definitely lost thy grace

over and over the pain has grown deep in my mind
she's everything that I needed here tonight

oh my love
don't think of tomorrow
let me feel your body now
hand in hand without any sorrow
we will face the world

tell me now hat can I do
I destroyed myself and it's all just because of you
tell me now where to run and how
I can redime myself from the pain that's pouring out
but I won't give up and I'll shout it out so loud
that you will never win, you will never bring me down
in the ground twisting round
you will not hear that sound
and I pray that someday
you will walk down the way
of all that sadness that's turning into madness
of the pain that's pouring down in vain
and the fear that's so near is the only sound you hear
it's just like when you're sick and you know that you won't heal
I don't know where I may roam!

My love
what I did to you
I can't go on
I won't go on
I can't bear this pain
forgive me
all that I did was to let you live
the life you dreamed

looking at the days
that the cannot erase
the fear begins to take it's place

wrongs that I won't right
will now destroy my life
an time is slowly passing by

I'll get what I deserve
I just believed his words
I didn't had to but it's late

late to live my life
and late to touch the sky
I'm slowly falling far from grace

he just destroyed all the things that I've built
in my life
there's nothing more I can do to win that fight

oh my love
don't think of tomorrow
let me feel your body now
hand in hand
without any sorrow
we will face the world

oh my love
there's no tomorrow
how I need you here tonight
there's no way
I can't bear this sorrow
I just can't go on
I can't wait to meet you there
all the stars
won't shine bright tomorrow
but I'll tell you all
my story before
 

AMANECER

I'm born doesn't matter where or when....I’m born that's all...

That's how /you're /inside
you will /bloody/your heart
regret/sins/tonight

His passion will destroy their life
obsessions will obscure his mind

Tell me how the story ends?
Will he mend his great mistake?
Will he save his perfect love
or his guilts will burn his mind

He will go on
I won't decide his life
I won't cut his thread
he will decide the end

Doesn't matter the colour of my skin, or my parents richness
or my nationality the only thing that matters is that I am born...and that's all in my life...all until I met HER...
 

MOMeHTbI

I'll never know
If I am wrong
I must go on
I will do it for you

If in my life
there's something good
it’s only you
I really love you my soul

into your eyes
I've lost my mind
your all my life
Everything is all right

You'll never see
all that I’ve seen
I won't reveal
I can't tell you my truth

All of my memories
Are shared with you my sweet love
I'm only living for you...

we're running away from my faults but I can see
We will be free again
Nothing will ever divide our twisted souls
we will go on

I'm here my love
but to go on
I have to know
What's the matter at all

I look inside
your worried eyes
but all I find
is confusion to hide

where is the man
I loved and when
his soul's been gone
I can't lie anymore
I’ve seen your lies
into your eyes
all of this time
I don't want to go on

All of my memories
are shared with you my sweet love
I'm only living for you

You're talking to me of your faults but all I see
is that your lying again
You say no one will divide us but I know
we won't go on

Why don't you want to understand what should I know?
I am fighting for you what's the matter my love?
We'll be together there my love we will go on don't lie anymore!


DER BÖSE GEIST

Deep in my soul
I had to know what was yet to come
No one alone
Comes to give you all

Deep in my mind
all my thoughts are wondering why
to save our lives
I have been such blind

“Upon your face I see you're in troubles
tell me your worries what do you fight for?
I'm here to solve your problems and then you'll have your chance”

I just believed his words that's the matter
I needed just a chance to do better
than everything has gone...I can't tell what I have done to my love!

Deep in my breath
all my fear is coming ahead
he wants moneys back
he'll take all I have

Deep in my heart
all I feel is fallen apart
frozen by fear
I won't get out of here

I don't know where to get all that money
but if I'll just move quick he won't find me
I'll never let him find my baby here alone

I know that man I know what he's thinking
I have to find a way he won't get me
I'll never let them take my love...she'll never pay for my faults

God what have I done
I can't go on
I'll never leave you alone

Deep in my heart
all I feel is fallen apart
frozen by fear
I won't get out of here

that day at the bank
there my life has started to end
never again
I will turn my head

He said to me I am your good shepherd
don't tell me what you have, doesn't matters
I'll give you everything you'll need that's how it is

I read inside his words my last chance and
I didn't thought about what he wants back
now everything I have is lost and I don't know where to go

God what have I done
I can't go on
I'll never leave you alone


why
all my life
is a lie
I can't fight

time's
running by
and tonight
tears are dried

death
take my hand
all I have
is my breath

tonight
take my eyes
burn my life
tears are dried.


BLODIGA SKAM II

I was waiting tonight
All my life
I will die
Wait for me...

All the times
we cried...
you were my life
all the times
we laughed
you where all that I had

wait for me
soon I'll be there
there is no way
wait for me
that's the day

oh my love...don't cry
we'll meet soon
and we'll have our time
I can feel you waiting...

God what have I done
I'm lonely
I can't go on
I will meet my love soon
wait for me
she's the only one I loved
now she's dead and I will die soon
no remorse and no excuses
I will go


ANIMA OSCURA


All that I had in life was just a dream
now my eternity begins
I'll share it all with you just wait for me
we'll be together in our dream wait for me

Faults and mistakes I made will die with me
How do you judge my bloody sin?
I made it for my love that's what I scream
Life's always harder than your fears, hopes and dreams

This is how the story ends
Everything will end tonight
Freedom was my only guide
Now just blood is on my hands

No time for meaningless stupid regrets
nothing to do...there's nothing left
I’ll pay my faults but my intentions were good
Guilt is burning deep but soon I'll be there with you

This is how the story ends
Everything will end tonight
Freedom was my only guide
Now just blood is on my hands
This is how the story ends
Everything will end tonight
Freedom was my only guide
Now just blood is on my hands

All that I had in life was just a dream
now my eternity begins
I made it for my love that's what I scream
Life is always harder than your fears hopes and dreams

This is how the story ends
Everything will end tonight
Freedom was my only guide
Now just blood is on my hands
This is how the story ends don't hate me don't you judge my life
Everything will end tonight
Freedom was my only guide I'll reach her I deserve to die
Now just blood is on my hands
This is how the story ends don't hate me don't you judge my life
Everything will end tonight
Freedom was my only guide I'll reach her I deserve to die
Now just blood is on my hands